Angelina Jolie Saga

The Jolie saga continues.
They say her Mom died of breast cancer and yet I read she died of ovarian cancer.
So we will never know the truth.

Angelina seems to be suffering from abandonment issues.
She led a life as if she wanted to die and now all of a sudden, she wants to live.
Suddenly she fears death and death can't be bought or sold or bargained with.

What would happen to her if Brad ever left her?
Would she survive, even with all her money and kids, living with the psychological,
 self destructive patterns, she developed in her life, before Brad?
It might not be cancer that takes her in the end but something else.

The thing about cancer, is that this devil of a disease, has survival skills and mutates.

We all have cancer.

We all have an immune system which fights it.

Anjis' anorexic look, makes it seem like her system would be too weak to fight  cancer.
She needs to eat to develop the right soldiers to fight for her life, not cut breasts off.

She is the type of person who survives on power and self control but death will
 not be thwarted when it comes to collect and the only one who can save her from death
 is God.

You can't cut cancer out. If it's there, it's everywhere.
That 5% can come out anywhere, at any time.
The only thing you can do is keep an eye out and pay attention to
 changes in your body and work from there.
With the pancreas you might not know till it's too late.
What will she do next, cut out her ovaries, lungs,colon, liver, pancreas?
What's next after that... her brain?
Preventative Cancer operations are not cures.

When death calls, she will die from something totally unrelated, like Diana did.
When it's your time, death will not ask you. It just comes and takes at will.
If anything, Joe Black taught this to the people he came for. lol

I knew people who spent their lives trying to live self destructive lives, to die,
 and never do, until they finally find a reason to want to live and then death
strikes.
 It's as if what they were sent on this world to do
or to find out, came to a completion and it became time for them to move on to
the next level,
Saying good bye to this world.

It's like the man in WW2 who was the first to run to the bottom of bunkers to
 hide under the bed,when the siren blew and went insane when a bomb fell
 through all the way to the bottom and
 landed in front of his face, without exploding. It was a sign.
 It foretold that death can take you no matter what you do to try to escape it,
if it is your time. For the rest of his life, this man lived insane.

Cancer also has a tendency to skip a generation.So 85% could mean nothing.
So, unless she already had it.......
Furthermore, her kids would be more prone to it than she would be.
Being the crazy person she was and the crazy things she did, I would not be
 surprised she passed the crazy gene onto to her kids and infected even the
 adopted ones, with her fears.

If I were that worried about death, I would stop living it, working under stress and
 begin living making memories with my kids who need a loving  Mom at home and stability.
People with much less, do a lot more with their time on earth, with their kids.

Angelina cries every time she talks about her Mom.
It is definitely something that hurts her very much to this day.
Her Mom had her journey and she has hers.
They are two separate lives.
This personal journey she is taking right now, is not the journey other women
 should take because of her.
She is not one to teach, when she has still so much to learn.

Angelina seems to be at peace now with her family and Brad.
May she continue to live in peace and stop fearing death.

Life and death are two things money can't buy or sell.
You can't control, cut or will them out of your life.

We are all at the mercy of a greater power and only he can make a difference.

xoxoxoxoxoxo