Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Mountains of Scattered Daisies.

Daisies on a mountains, scattered like sheep, without a shepherd.
Who will care for them? Sometimes they grow better scattered.

I woke up from a deep sleep, to a program called Idea City where they talk about various subjects.
I went to the bathroom. Had a drink of water. I forget to shut off the TV when I fall asleep.
It was 3 a m and I listened to this East Indian man sitting in a wheelchair
explaining Islama- fascism to the public. He caught my attention.
He explained honor killings where so many women are killed for nothing in Pakistan
and he explained how we beat communism without firing a single bullet and now
our enlightened civilizations are being destroyed the same way because we are afraid to talk just like
people were afraid to talk in Hitlers time and the Jews paid a dear price for it.
He said if we don't speak up now our children will blame us.
He said if we say something against Islam they say we are racist but when they kill women for nothing in honor killings its ok. So we lower our principles and our laws to honor their ways. and thus go under
our laws of human rights and civilized tolerant society whereby even gay people are allowed to marry.

All I could think of was he talked very nice but wasn't it East Indians who poured oil over their daughterinlaws in BC and men who killed their wives and burned them in BC, also for reasons of dowry or because the woman wanted to be free to work and live a normal self respecting life.?
Funny how they changed and if they did, this is a good thing.

I remember reading about the Knights of Templar who fought major battles in the name of God
and lost Jerusalem to the Selamat who promised them safe exit out of Jerusalem.
They made a movie about it.
What they didn't say was how many Templars got corrupted in Islam, used hashish, and self destructed and were also killed for being heretics by their own people.
 It was an interesting time in history,very bloody on all sides.

Well now, I lost my need for sleep.
Then they put up a robotic head and said they will one day be able to up load a brain into a robot who will then be able to think and talk and the idea of making leather and meat without killing a single animal,
through cultural reproduction.

Before I fell asleep I was tinkering with the computer listening to people discuss Catcher in the Rye.

Some said it was a book about defending children. Protecting them from loss of innocence.

“Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be.” 
― J.D. SalingerThe Catcher in the Rye

 Others said it promoted suicide. Still others said it was about a boy who was was abused and confused contemplated suicide but was mature in his thinking and was able to think things through to see that he didn't need to. His spirit inside, was intact.
Then the computer stopped the you tube discussion and I didn't hear the rest of what was discussed..
I keep going back to this book because I never remember what it's all about. lol
The Title always blocks the story line in my head. Aren't grown ups all catchers in the rye?
As a Mother , this is a 24 hour job  and this is why it's hard when the kids grow up because the better part of your life is spent doing this. You keep catching, even when you are too old to walk and kids run away thinking you are senile. lol

"Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them—if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry.” 
― J.D. SalingerThe Catcher in the Rye

And how true these words are. If we sit down to read our own diaries or journals when we grow up,
 we can see just how silly and young we were worrying about stuff that didn't matter.
Then you think how God must be looking down at us and think, Gosh, they need a shepherd because they are like lost sheep.

My whole life I tried to protect children from loss of innocence because I saw it robbed from them the day they entered school, for their own protection.
Instead of keeping schools a safe place for kids, we pay taxes and hire unions to defend the rights of bad people coming in under the guise of good ness to destroy children and their innocence.
We do not defend the right of children to keep their innocence until they are older to understand what all this means.
Why do they need to know?
And why do teachers have to pop the bubbles of fairy tales and fairy god mothers, and leprechauns
and the tooth fairy? Should kids not find out for themselves when the time is ripe for them to?
Why does a teacher have to tell them there is no Santa Claus when indeed there is even if its your parents.
And isn't it the job of a parent to explain about how there are different kinds of families?
As a kid, I never paid attention to who my friends lived with. You don't base friend ships on the people who the kids live with.
We wonder why our kids are growing up soul less and then try to fix things saying the child is disturbed , sad and mad.
Why would the child be these things if not for being pushed into an adult world far too soon, to live in fear instead of in innocence and dreams and fairy tales until slowly he grows out of childish things.

What is the rush?
Innocence to be replaced with what? Violence, immoral behavior and bad language?
The world is indeed confused today.Even as an adult, I don't see the need for this so called, artistic expression, to show sexual acts on movies, they show on television. My life is private, so why should the people on TV also not have private lives in their story lines? Today they show movies where the act of sexual abuse on  a child is not shown but tomorrow, artistic expression, will say they need to. show it? Why?
This turns the movie into porn. It promotes sexual abuse by showing it and saying it's ok cause it's done.
This is how the gay people get their power to be, following the same line of thought and women lost their
preciousness by becoming aggressive he men and yet... it is lovely to watch Prince William lovingly hover and protect his wife Catherine, as every gentleman should and because if it, she feels safe and can smile, knowing she is loved.

Brown was seen on TV talking about stopping porn on the internet and lang and oleary exchange
had a discussion about it whereby the guy was saying he doesn't want people telling him what he should do.
The woman said so you are also against red lights and seat belts and for drinking and driving  and drugs etc.....because you don't want anyone to tell you what to do?

He was the one who also said money talks and bull shit walks So he doesn't care about families and loss of homes and jobs. Christian values we were brought up with once upon a time.
The United States is broke and buying out healthy Canadian firms and then reap profits by not paying the unwary Canadian people their wages and having no interest to build the business because its just an arm to support the American one and pay their wages.
Canadians are innocent and at risk of corrupt business practices.
And with what kind of money are they buying Canadian firms with since they are just printing it like they do in South America?

I don't know any more.
Where did all the money go?
Maybe we have more people than we have gold bouillon on this planet?
Maybe we should all just print money as well.
So where are the laws protecting us from all this new world corruption?

So here, in the early dawn, thoughts connect one dot to another, everything you see and hear about world insanity and you think, ..... those daisies on the hill side look pretty nice.
Pure in heart and innocent they grow and propagate, covering the hillside with elegance and beauty.
Wild animals sit and roll between their foliage and come to say Hi! having no fear of bullets or the sting of death.
Is it no wonder Jesus was a shepherd. It is a clean simple life tending your sheep until someone
writes a book and gives sheep a voice and language and then ...
it all begins again. lol


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